Chapter 2: As soon as I thanked Katana Eyes who dropped me off at the nearest mall for transportation back home, a sudden realization struck my mind.

(Before that, let me explain a little more of Katana Eyes. She is the tanner side of The Black Harrier Clan. Katana Eyes may be submissive due to the stereotypical perception of her ethnical background but what she lacks in her appearances, she makes up for in intelligence.

She was one of the top candidates who managed to get into one of the top institution which the chance for her kin to enrol is pretty slim (No offence). At the age of 23, her calling for communication strategist got her into The Black Harrier Clan)

I’ve made up my mind to decide on the path which i choose to cross. Hence comes in the dilemma which I have already anticipate when the time comes to reach the borderline.

While sipping a Grande’ Ice Java Chip (the real Java Chip of course) bought at the nearest Starbucks (Ironically the waitress who served me was a junior in high school; a cheerleader-the popular ones who is now a Barrista behind the counter, while I was the high school semi-nerd behind the desk who’ve graduated to be a spin doctor with the habit of fiddling with his Blackberry in front of the counter – Thank god for early realization of the importance of education back then) whilst munching on a muffin alongside with a cigarette in hand (so much for a healthy lifestyle), my mind was extracting many different scenarios of post confrontation results of this somebody who have the likings for me – whom I do not see a future with.

I was trying to visualize – and visualize again the perfect scenario of how to confront the person who I have to detach for a better future. Even while typing this post, I’m still trying to sort the perfect explanation which was left hanging when my transport arrived.

At least, I have a clearer picture on the path which I have decided upon – the path to gamble and risk everything just to unveil the results of a clouded outcome (refer to Chapter 1). (Lesson Learned: No one can have the best of both worlds)